Need to vent!

Sorry i haven't been blogging, a lot has been going on lately in my life that I've really needed to sort out! Which is great because i had revival those days so i could just lay down at the altar... that's a song! Lay it down at the altar if I'm not wrong. anyway today's (today was the last one) was amazing! when i was up there i felt a small tug at my heart, it didn't hurt but it felt really good! like God was right there with me and saying, "Its OK just lay it down. I'll carry it for you." It was so amazing! sorry but i really just need to tell someone.

Plus I've been in a small depression lately. But today my heart doesn't hurt at all! Not like all the other days it feels better! it feels great in fact. But anyway I'm glad to be able to vent and to write this out and to talk to God about it ya know? In a way i think every one's like that in a sense that we all want someone to listen to us without saying, "I'm busy right now!" or "Can you call back later?!" I hate it when ppl do that and i know we all get busy but if I'm sitting on the phone crying my eyes out, plz can you lend an ear?

Can you stop what your doing for a minute and listen? Sometimes we all just need someone to wrap their arms around us and hug us, or just pat us on the back. Every once in a while we like to be reminded we're loved by someone... i know i do... and i was reminded that tonight. I'm not trying to get all righteous and spiritual on ya'll and if i am plz tell me, but right now I'm really on Fire For God! It's totally amazing!

And my bro Aaron (we call him A-Ron) didnt wanna go on Sun. or Mon. (it was Sun- Wed, but he works Tues.- Sat.) But i'm really glad... that i got to go. But yeah A-Ron wants the compy now . so i guess i'll blog Fri..... again sorry if i'm getting to righteous i just feel really... really... really happy! and for once my heart doesnt hurt for once in almost two months i'm happy once more! ^^