Dizzy

i'm so dizzy! i can't look at anything for to long or my head starts to spin like crazy! so far the walls havent been spinning outta control! but right now i feel ready to pass out, i may have to go lie down for a little bit but right now i cant! i'm so busy! for starters i have 2 papers to write gah! its killin me and plus i'm in the middle of a fight.... yeah so i've been a little depressed lately.

i've been bitin my nails and my eyes have been darting around the room, its helped some but it makes me feel kinda crazy but whatever works right?

oh yeah plus i have to do a Vegetarin meal... wait me and my partner Jess-chan finished it today yay! so life hasnt been the best but i feel like i'm trapped.... in a cage no way out and everythings gone spiraling out of control! nothings right anymore!

I feel bad and rotten, but i havent done anything yet everyone expects me to apologize! Um ok yeah! I dont know what to do anymore and i feel like the crutches, my friends that i've leaned on for so long are leaving... and it scares me, for once i'm truly scared and afraid they'll take her side!

Only one person hasnt taken her side! and i'm grateful that i have one person like that! i'm sorry i'm ranting but i need to write it out, words arent my strongest subject but when i write it out, it flows and i can say everything i want to say! i'm not afraid! and i dont know why that is but i guess thats why i want to be a writer so bad! but i love writing and typing so much fun well i'm off bye!