Another day at the Smith's house

Soooo i got to see Aaron's gf Kaitie.... well she's very pretty! she seems to be nice! but i dont know that much about her... because well of course Aaron's not going to say that much! Its Aaron after all! oh w8 i forgot you dont know Aaron like i do! Well i'll tell you about him! for as long as i can remember Aaron and i have always had... a.... well...hmmm how can i word this? A different relationship than others might have. He's always been so nice to me and he would do things i'd wanna do and i'd do things he'd wanna do but when it came to his friends i knew that i was going to be left out. I expected it and i didnt let it bother me, as far as Aaron's friends were concerned him and his baby sister dont have the best relationship

But as time passes, which it always does Aaron and i seemed to grow closer, yet we drifted apart every now and then... which we've been doing a lot these days. Aaron works all the time Tues.-Sat. and on Monday's he's usually out with friends, plus he has a gf so i'm left alone to my thoughts. I have mom and she and i quietly worry about his arival as we sit in my room and talk about him while playing a rousing game of Mario Party 7. We take a break from talking about Aaron to yell at each at whose fault it was for letting the other team get the star, what orbs (items) to buy, and whose fault it was that we lost the minigame! But only to finally return back to our topic of my beloved brother and her loving son.

Aaron's always been the type to pick on me, sometimes hitting me a little harder than usual when we play fight. But that's to be expected, sometimes after our Aunt has left (my aunt never married she didnt wanna so she hangs out at the house with us, she's like our second mom) we all sit in a circle and take out the globe (which is like a ballon because you fill it up with air) and pass it around while talking about our week, and how work (for Aaron and mom) has been going and what our friends are up to. The usual, while laughing and throwing the ball and fake passing it to someone and then usually hitting a lamp or two by accident only to have the dogs chasing after it and the bird flying around. But things have been... i guess you could say strained? ever since Katie entered the picture taking my precious time with Aaron away.

But its not that i dont get to see him at school, i do, only once in a rare blue moon i might add! then we always have something to say to each other, usually it goes along the lines of this:
"Hey Aaron!"
"Freak!"
and then him walking away and me smiling knowing that he'll tell me to never speak to him at school again once we get home. (i think its a older sibling thing) But personally i dont mind the insult, at least he knows i'm still here that's what matters to me, and every Christmas we always, always try and do something for one another! last year i got Aaron some of his favorite colgone and a cd by As I Lay Dying! and he got me a Wal-mart gift card. Its been that way for what going on three years mayb? mabye longer when we decided to at least do a little something for one another!

I remember one year as a joke he wrote me a bunch of silly poems and drew a hundered dollar bill and told me not to spend it in one place, meanwhile i had drawn him a picture of a King. So now that Aaron's 18 and i'm 16 we've sorta grown apart over the years, with him going away to college what maybe next year? or this? he's grauduating this year, he's a senior i wont be able to spend any time with him, so it'll just be me, mom and Aunt Kathy. As we all wait for Aaron's arival home... as i patiently wait for him to include me in something or at least giving me a hug before he goes away, if its somewhere far... i'll be waiting for my turn when i finally can spend time with him when i did when i was little and he was teaching me how to play video games, how to work this and do that! I'll be waiting for my brother to return home.