I'm sorry

I'm sorry i said it,
I wish i hadn't,
I wish i could take it all back.

I know your not comfertable,
I know its weird,
But i swear to you i'm not diseased.

I'm having battles with myself,
I'm trying to hold on,
But i wish you would understand me.

I feel like i'm falling,
My hands are reaching,
But i'm grabbing nothing... seeing nothing.

I wish you were here,
I wish we could talk,
I wish you wouldnt ignore this.

I wish, i wish upon a star,
But what would wishing upon a star get me,
What would wishing period get me?

I'm sorry i'm like this,
I'm scared and afraid,
But please dont let me go.

Please dont look at me different,
Please just hear me out,
In this curcial time... i need you the most!

Maybe its nothing,
Maybe its just a scare,
But what if it isnt would you still be there?