Will it even matter?

I've been depressed lately, whether its the fact that i sprained my ankle which is purple around the edge of my foot by the way, or that's its been creeping up on me and has just now decided to hit me with the force of its blow! I don't know, but anyway as you can see I've changed my background once again! It reflects what I'm feeling right about now, and this time not about guys but about... ok yeah well some about guys! But I'm tired of being dumped on! And I'm tired of people saying there my friends and then stabbing me in the back! But as usual i take it with a smile and a thank you like i do everything else!

I don't know i think I'm about spent on being depressed but i just can't help it! Anyway i had fun at the dance... I had my friends with me! Mostly hung out with Megan and Morgan! There was a lot of grinding goin on and not the good kind! And lap dances and well... yeah making out lets just say if there was pot goin around it'd be a real club! Seriously this is high school! You come to to a dance to dance! Not hump each other! Do that at home in your spare time cause no one wants to see it!!!!

Ugh, i was able to walk on my leg a lot better after dancing, and i could run a little bit! But still it's just soo annoying when people come to a dance to give there boy/girl/date a lap dance! or just to make out! Oh my gosh stay home and do that!!!!!!! I did however learn to roll my hips and shake my booty more! But the downside was when i woke up this morning... my calves were in pain, and ankle still hurts but not so bad and i have a question! I know I've been going to this school for 3 years but remind me again, we go to homeroom tomorrow right? And then get our new schedules right? Cause i done lost mine!

Anyway so much has just been going on, i think i learned something last night! You don't always know who your friends are until you stop, sit down and think about all you've been through together. I can say Jazz hasn't always been with me through the really bad times but Raven has, Jenny is and i think we're just to hardheaded to leave when we say leave which is good because i wouldn't trade those 2 for the world! They've helped me a lot whether they realize it or not, there curious because there curious but will stay out of your business and not push your buttons, they'll let you take it out on something while standing close enough to not get hit, or yelled at but close enough to stop something if it turns into a fight.

There just there for me and i try my best to be there for them! If there's one thing i want my friends to know its this: If you need me I'll drop what I'm doing just to be with you, i wont say anything if you don't want me to, I'll listen and I'll just be there!

I don't know what really to say else expect for this, I'm going to kill Jenny's internet! For some reason it hates her... and i don't know why! *grabs arsenal* i'll be back later! Ok so now Blogger's tryin to tell me how to spell internet! It wants me to spell it and ok like this Internet and OK! Well ya know what piss off on you Blogger ahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!