Doin what you say

Soooo today was good for me! I stood up to Neil even though i was shaking so bad i couldn't stop, the look on his face seemed to tell me that he wasnt used to girls standing up to him! Well, ya know what he needs to get that stick outta his butt and stop actin all holier than thou! i mean honestly but whatever i was proud of myself and i had Raven and Sara behind me....... Sara was doin the bunny ears and Raven was fightin her to get her to stop and then Megan showed up! And she was pissed!

She told him off and told him to turn around and walk off and much to my surprise he did! Amber's pissed at him and that's his girlfriend. She told him that if he touched me she'd rip his..... man booby off like she did her brothers! Am I allowed to say his nipple? oh well i just did! ^^ i guess i can! Hahaha its no longer a school thing but my own so i can! ahahaha! ok anyway whatever but it was nice to have friends support me! And then lets see i got into a good 10 minute debate with Blade in first about Nightwish, what we liked, which singer is better and so on.

Um 2nd i found out i'm smarter than Raven in History! Her grade stayed 89 all 2 semesters! mine was 90 to 90.5 which he rounded to a 91! Haha but isnt that weird? How can you stay the same all 2 semesters? But i was close to her! But Mr. M said if i got an A on the exams then i'd probably pass the class with an A! How cool is that?! Me pass History with an A!!!!!!! I can see it now! Ok what i'd really like to see is a B for 1st! That'd be pimpin!

I found out i have to take every exam but one! All of mine are required but one! How uncool! I think i've given up on some things..... and i'm not sure if that's right or wrong. But how can you tell when you need to give up on something? I mean i've been there for so long and i just can't do it anymore its going to happen no matter what and i have my own life to live.... maybe its best i do give up. *Sigh* oh well i just know that things have become strained with me and Jazz ok well i'm off see ya later!