Its just not fair!

And i'm not talking about Saturday school which isnt fair either! But... its just sooo not fair! I dont know what to do and i dont really wanna talk about it, but i do! I just dont know any more i just want someone... anyone to understand! Because i just can't wrap my mind around this! Give me a day or so and i'll forget, my mind does great at forgetting things i'd consider trumatizing or just really painful but decides to bring them up later. Not really the point but i just want someone to just understand without knowing. i just want them to understand and stop feeding me the its going to be ok crap! because ya know what?! Its not! Its not going to be ok, drop the sugary sweet words and just give it to me! dont pretty it up and make it sound good because nothing anyone says will make it go away or make it any better!!!!! Its just not fair!!!!!!!!!!