Meant to be i guess. I still blame myself a lot of things have happened Jenny knows and so does Angel and i dont really wanna post up here what happened. Yes i'm still a virgin! I know someone will end up asking that! but its fine whatever ya know? I guess i'm hurt but i'll survive. anyway i guess i just wanted to say that. i feel sad but i also feel relieved in a way. I feel bad but i dont know i guess i'm not so sure how i really feel. Suppose it'll hit me tomorrow like a ton of bricks! I really should come out of my little fantasy from time to time and see what's really going on.
I guess i kinda expected it so yesterday was my day to just cry to Angel and Jenny and i'm sorry if i bugged you Jenny. I'm sorta scared again about how everything will go down tomorrow. I mean i know they'll understand but i guess i just dont want the questioning gazes and to answer your question Blade i wasnt dating anyone. I wasnt even dating Aaron we just really liked each other but that never went very far. I still dont think i should even bring up any of my past, it seems like when i do people run away.
I'm still trying to get over some of the hurt from another guy who kept coming back but also i feel like i have a new hurt. I'm confused more than ever and i think i will be until i realize what i'm so confused about. Jenny if you dont wanna talk to me tonight cause more than likely i will dont answer k?
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
It wasn't...
Posted by Rosebud at 1:00 PM
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6 Wolves:
im sorry it didnt work out. And you talking to me didnt bug me at all. Also why do you think i wouldnt want to talk to you? I enjoy talking to you. And everyone has the right to complain about guys when they need too. So i dont mind at all. :) *gives you hug*
i loves you Jenny! i kept spelling your name wrong but you wouldnt know that seein as how i erased it till i got it right.... hahaha your song it is on!!!!!!! Three Days Grace Never to Late! and you rock!
thanks, lol :) I loves that song! :)
I have made more Baracreess and well yay.
Sorry, Chelsey.
I may not be the first person to come to with sympathy, but advice I can offer, but only if asked for. My opinions may be harder to follow, as they are the more cold, impassive way, and that collides with your personality, your chosen mask.
Wisdom is, apparently, only for the farsighted.
The Flower lives in the now, thrives, then withers away.
The Stone weathers slowly, determined to survive without the agony of love lost.
confused but i sorta feel like i know what your sayin, i'm not sure.
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