Just need to get it out!

What was the point? It wasn't going to happen anyway so why was I still moping around? What was done, was done right? I mean I knew I couldn't change the past so why had I insisted that I try? It was impossible and stupid! I rolled onto my side and let out the gust of air I didn't know that I was holding in. Gypsy walked in tongue lolled out to one side in a lopsided grin, or that's what I took it as, and promptly sat down on my back. "Oof." Was all that came out and I was forced to hold my breath in because she was heavy!

I thought about back to the time when I was still in the dark... more like the light where I had no idea I was what I was! And honestly it astounded me as much as it astounded them that I was this! That I had wings, white no less, producing from my back and a sword and a belt and a scabbard hooked to my belt! I think it surprised Winter more than it did Azazel, Winter swore up and down I was going to turn into a huge furry werewolf, but imagine her surprise when I came back with white wings hooked to my back, and in very poor condition.

She took one look at me and ushered me inside, Gabriel hot on her heels. It was a night I would never forget, nor was I allowed to.