I'd really rather...

That someone tell me just what is going to happen! I'm tired of this suspense! It's killing me and i'm just waiting for someone to wake me up and tell me this is a dream. My heart just hurts and i feel like things are being twisted and i'm forced to be on the defensive all the time because its so not what i did! Ugh! Its starting to piss me off but really whatever ya know?!