Sick... yeah i feel like it. Not like sick with a cold but just sick! There's no one i trust this with, no one i don't even trust this computer this... this place! But its all i have! I tried it... just to see if i could do it... i irritated my skin a little but nothing no one will see tomorrow. And if they do i can just pass it off as i scratched myself... but i dont know why i did it! It hurt but i didnt press hard enough! Oh my gosh i really am sick in the head! i just... i was so scared... so sad... and i cried because that's all i could do! I just... i'm tired of not getting any better i'm tired of hurting! Why wont it stop?! Yes Ronnie i'm emotional, yeah for my own good but if you want to start with me so help me! You have never seen me when i'm like this!!!!!!!!!
I dont know why i did it... i just thought maybe i could feel something and i did. It hurt but i'm just not myself and i'm so scared... so very scared. I just want to be normal again and after the stupid stunt i just pulled i'm more ashamed of myself than ever and after this i dont think i'll be normal. I'm sorry.
Monday, November 24, 2008
Sick....
Posted by Rosebud at 3:08 PM
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11 Wolves:
I'll do my best to help you, but it's not the easiest thing in the world
Especially when I have no idea what I'm doing, as I've never taken any classes on pschology
I suggest someone trained in the field, if We fail
ronnie, this isnt a laughing, joking matter, dont try and joke about it. feeling like that hurts more than anything.
its called high shcool and being a teen
you can trust but not blindley
Blade your wrong its not just high school and being a teen. its called me being totally insane and having to many problems to deal with added on to the fact i've been depressed for 4 months!
seriously Blade, it really isnt just being a teen or highschool.
And Chelsey, your not insane. Things will get better eventually.......somehow.....they must get better
ok that not all but ive had bad thing happen to me to and you over reacting some times and you well never see life the same after your over this you may see it in a beater way but nothing can ever be the same.
and if you dont want me to say what i think than dont write it on your blog:)
insane you have a bit to go befor you go insane. and we wont let you go thare.:)
thanks, and i just does hope it gets better. i was just so depressed. and i dont know why i did it.
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