So what that's the question lingering on my mind. So what? Why should i care? But the pain of the words still settles into my mind and it still hurts. "I dont trust him." I said.
"You dont trust anybody!" With that she just walked off. It hurt... hurt a lot. So what those are just words, yeah but coming from one of your best friends day in and day out it hurts! When you trust them and your just now learning to trust people again yeah it hurts a lot, feels like being slapped in the face of all the things i've done... stuff i'm just now getting over. It doesn't feel to good.
It's like telling a child they can't have friends, so they make some up or they go off on their own never to be seen again... void of companionship. So what? So what i'm hurting once again! So what i trusted someone and it feels like i'm being pushed down further and further... so what? So what why does it matter? and for once in my life all i can ask is this, why doesn't anyone care! Wasnt this what i wanted life alone? Not really i thought so but being pushed down back into the abyss where you've memorized every little thing that's happened that's brought you here! And to only be pushed down once again with those little words! So what?! Why should anyone care about me?! I'm just another human being!
Easy replaceable! So what?! So why shouldn't i do the thing that has crossed my mind so many times! It's not like anyone cares, its not like someone will give a crap and acutually help! So what?!
Monday, November 24, 2008
Maybe its the.... well maybe... no, no!
Posted by Rosebud at 1:02 PM
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i care i read all of the crap you write and leave comments all the time i would care but gist beause the thing i say may gist be me being a butt but most comment like this are the ones that are truely my.
and that wasent all me that left the comment spam! it was axe to!
ps in my world god is not there it a figment of humans imagenastion!
dont take this the roung way but i dont beleve in a god or a hell or heven are humans imagention to me thats my relgion and dont try to convert me it well only bring you to hate me or notest that im sill dont beleve. with all do respect i well no try to bring you to my beleves
Right. I think you have waay to many Emotional problems for your own good. Look...I can't give you any advice I already haven't so yeah...
And BlAde, that last comment was totally pointless :)
*is wondering when i put someting about God in post* i'm with Ronnie and i wouldn't try to push my belifs on someone else, for number one its rude and two you just dont do it! I know i have a lot of emotional problems but i've been like this for about 4 months and i'm not getting any better! i dont know what else to do but just write about it!
i care!!!!!!!! i know how you feel. I have been constantly being pushed into a pit somewhere all the time lately, and i cant seem to get out. i hate the way i have felt lately, i dont even blog about it anymore, i know i should but i kinda dont. I will be here to talk to you if you want. i will always care, and you can always talk to me.
I'm always here to vent on...but please warn me first :)
well dont send ne emails with god refences and you have a problom idmiting that you do is the first steap.
oh the forwards!!!! oh that's what your talking about sorry, i will stop. thanks Jenny and Ronnie... yeah if i vent on you i dont think i'll ever stop!
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