Just Ramble On...

Life is changing as we know it. Some things i'm glad i did and other i'm saddened by. I feel as if i dont know any of my old friends any more. As for the new ones i'm getting there, i'm ready for the summer to come so this homesickness that i feel will stop but i know it will continue to grow and gnaw at my insides and threaten to burst. Right now its as if i made a stable home and have left it, i have seen what it will be like and personally i love it. i can be me and everything just fall into place perfectly as it should and everything be ok. Am i sorry i lost the people i have? Not really no, in fact i might go as far as to say it was for the best and i wish them well in life. I am sorry however it ended the way it did. I felt like i was kept from growing, maybe i was and maybe i'm wrong i am like everyone one else however known to be wrong. The one thing i miss i cant have not right now, but i will its as if i work toward the goal only for it to be snatched out and held away again, the Puppeteer simply telling me to slow down i'll get there but first i need to walk. Everything will go into place as it should, i just wish things would go faster. School back on thursday and i'm not ready to go back...