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Altizmers and i wish he didnt. My grandpa does and i wish so bad he didnt because i dont want him to forget me! I know if he does he wont be able to help it but i love him i really do! We not have the best relationship going but whatever ya know? I mean he's still my family and when i told my mom she asked if my grandma knew, she probably does. He said he forgets sometimes where he lives and yesterday him and dad were measuring something and as soon as he did it he'd forget it.

I just dont want him to forget me, i've always favored him over my grandma 'cause he's cooler to me. He's 72 and no matter how close we are it still hurts because he's the last living of my grandparents him and my grandma are, the ones on my moms side i never even knew because they died shortly after i was born! Its not fair! You think you have all the time in the world with them and then you realize that you dont.

Well i've already had 2 emotional break downs one in 4th, and then today after school on Sara. I'm about to have a 3rd and i really dont want to because i hate crying in front of people and it sucks and i'm having a bad day and my car locked me out this morning and i cried because of that and i'm so weak! No wonder why people run! I would to if i could but i cant!