Srry!

srry i haven't been on here in a while just a lot has been going on and I've been really busy lately! and plus I'm working (trying to) work on a story that's taking forever because its in parts! so... here's some of what goes on in my mind.

"He just doesn't understand me!" I shouted as my fist collided with the wall. Caleb looked at me eyes sad I couldn't blame him for not understanding me, who would? Who could? Ian walked in then a spoon sticking from his mouth he smiled at me and then Caleb.

"Punching walls again?" He asked.

"Sorry, I'm just trying to vent my anger." I said resting my palm on the cool wall.

"Oh no problem Alex has already tore this house apart, multiple times so I'm used to it." Ian laughed as he took another spoon full ice cream and ate it.

"It wasn't me! It was Aidan!" Alex yelled as he and Aidan emerged from his room with wireless game cube controllers. "Hey... no! Wait stop! That's cheating! You can't do that!" Alex yelled as Aidan tackled him and took his controller.

I giggled and resumed punching the wall again, "Stupid, stupid! And he just let him do that to! Ahh I hate him! I hate him!" I yelled as hot tears threatened to spill over.

"Annette, do you really hate your father? Wait are we talking about your biological father or.... Lee?" Ian asked.

"Lee..." It was the first time I had probably ever said his real name and not Father, or Papa... or Daddy...

"He does love you! After all he took care of you for seventeen years! What makes you think he'd stop now?" Ian questioned. He had a point but none the less I was the only one who stood up to Max... and where did it get me? Here the only female Werewolf in a pack of male Werewolves! But of course my family didn't know that... well they used to be my family.

"When I first... transformed... I went home thinking they could help! But.... they tried to kill me!" I said the tears now pouring over.

"What about May?" Caleb asked.

"Gone... she was gone somewhere! Stupid Vampires! I hate them! I hope they all die! I hope.... I hope they die!" I cried sliding down to the floor, my palms pressed against the wall as I imagined myself gone! Just away from here.... gone.... to my Father.

I felt Caleb's arms tighten around me and the next thing I knew I was seated in Caleb's lap on the couch my head buried in his chest. "I hate him! I hate him!" I kept saying but really I didn't... I still loved Max and Lee and May.... I missed Amy to. But she didn't come here not like she did when I was still living with Lee. Amy my only human best friend and now I couldn't even call myself human!

"Do you really hate them?" Caleb asked. He knew the answer so why didn't he just call me out already?

"No... I could never hate them." I finally said.

"Do you hate me?" Caleb finally questioned, he tilted my head up so I was forced to meet his gaze. How long ago was it that he had told me he killed my boyfriend Jack? How long ago was it that Jack had blinded me? How long ago was it that the boy who liked me died... trying to save me? He didn't know about vampires, werewolves... or even demons could exist. Up until my tenth birthday i thought the world was full of them... who didn't keep their secret... but I was wrong. I had never been Max's favorite mind you... but he dealt with me only because May wanted to try her hand at being a Mother and Lee couldn't say no! My parents had known what Lee and his family were... when they left I heard they spread the secret and no one believed them so they fled the country once they heard Max found out... Max..... the leader of the pack. I hated him! Even if he was Lee's twin I still hated him! Those piercing blue eyes were cold and icy! Lee's however where green the only way anyone could tell them apart!

"No... I dont hate you." I said wiping the rest of the tears away.

"Awww.... isn't that a Kodack moment?!" Alex cooed elbowing Aidan gently getting him to play along.

"I think it is!" Aidan replied wiping an invisible tear away.

"Shut up, and go away!" Caleb shouted throwing a pillow at them.

Alex dodged it and continued on making fun of us, getting Caleb angrier every second. I nudged Caleb and winked letting him know to play along with me for a minute. I checked my watch and said, "Hey Caleb its 7:40 you know what we always do at 7:40 don't you?" I asked.

Caleb smiled and replied, "Ummm watch a movie?"

"No silly make out!" I laughed as I pulled his face down to mine. Alex and Aidan groaned and fled to the kitchen.

"That was pretty good! And you got the time wrong its really 8:40 but I'll give you credit, where credit's due they did fall for it!" He laughed and gently touched his lips to mine. "No but seriously you wanna watch a movie?" He asked.

I laughed and gently punched him in the shoulder, "Sure as long as I can pick it out this time? The last one you guys picked out was gross and really bloody!" I stated.

"Ok, ok but no Romance!" Caleb stated as he called the rest of his family in.