It's today... what more is there to say?

I don't know what's wrong with me! I think I'm suffering from depression of not being able to write my story because my mind can't focus on anything but guys! Yes I'm single love it, and I'm drooling over every male movie star and guy i think is hot! I have some serious problems! Why am i telling you this? I have no idea! Oh well, but I've pretty much figured out the pairing i like the most, and i think I'll use it anyway no matter what you guys vote! bwahahaha! just kidding but i will take your thoughts and views into consideration... Its official i have no idea how to spell. But you wouldn't know that because i use spell check and the delete button! Ahh i just had to look at the delete button so i could spell it! *is sad*

OK well... hmm, right now the song 'Breathe' is playing... i love that song! Its amazing! OK well i won't bore you with my troubles unless your a therapist or plan on being one and you really wanna hear my problems then I'll bore you! but if you don't then I'll shut up about it and get on to another subject! oh! I almost hit a guy yesterday night!

OK so my mom and i went to Everything's a dollar, left from there and went to Wal mart, when we left from there we went the way you go to the movies and there's a turn you can go on or you just keep going straight. So i went straight and we came on a wreck that must have just happened. "What do i do?" I asked my mom.

"Turn around and take the other road." She said simply.

I did a 3 point road turn (my mom said a i did a great job with it! Yay!) and then turned on the road, OK so the speed limit down there is 45 i looked over cause i saw something flashing and there were some people on bikes (mind its dark outside now about 9:30 or so) and i saw the reflectors, something told me right then slow down! I did and was goin about 40 when i saw something well i thought i did! Turns out i was right there was a guy in the middle of the road! He had on glasses, brown hair i think, dark blue shirt and blue jeans! No reflector, no white shirt on to show me he was in the road!!!! My mom was like, "Watch out!" i swerved and he jumped out of the way!

It was so scary! I almost had to stop and get my mom to finish driving because i was shaking so bad. But thank God i didn't hit him! It was a scary thing to do! And what if i would have hit him?! It would have been his fault because he wasn't wearing a white shirt and didn't have a reflector to show he was there but still! If i would have killed him! I wouldn't been in my right mind for a long while! but it was soooo scary! isn't there a law that at night you have to wear a white shirt or have a reflector with you? At first i thought i recognized him, trick of the mind or i really wanted it to be him or something, but he looked about 15-17 around there he was young! Well i dont really know what else to tell you guys!

Life here is just.... well i guess you could say it could be better, my minds just way off somewhere well in Italy to be exact! Wanna know who lives there? I'll tell you, Lee, Max, Annette, May and Amy soon to be the home of Caleb, Ian, Aidan and Alex. I dont know why i chose that spot but at first i thought about Romania home of Vlad, but that suits it all to well! So its like you would expect the Vampires so they'd have to be super careful! And i want them somewhere where they can be, like in broad daylight, you'll find out more about that later!

I wish i had your angel tonight! Sorry have i mentioned i love Nightwish? Ok well now i think i'm going to research some things on Italy and either write it down or print it so i can go from there and at least describe it! a little i dont know the setting might change just depends. AHHH!!!! Does anybody know besides Forks! Where there's a place that has a lot of forest? And that has a lot of sunshine! i need a place with both and i'm about to strangle Google!

Ok so right now some things are happening

A.) Google is about to be strangled!

B.) I'm pulling up a map... from Google

C.) This is one huge map!

D.) All of the above!

yay! ok well i'm out again if you know any countries that have lots of forest and sunshine i'd like you to give me the names thanks bye!