Her burden

She cries for thirty minutes
Thirty long agonizing minutes
She doubles over and clutches her stomach
She whimpers silently and holds her heart as she continues to cry

The pain is unbearable and she doesnt think she can make it
She doubles over again and clutches her heart
She tries to gasp for air but it wont come
A message is typed to a friend and quickly recieved

A call is made and she answers it
Gasping for breath she thought she never had she tells what's going on
Afraid and scared of what to do the friend prays with her
"Stress" the friend says and she quickly agrees

But its not stress and she knows that
This is her pain to bear
Her burden no one else's but her's
She'll carry this burden by herself

She'll tell no one of what's really going on
She'll fake a smile for everyone to see
No one will ask and no one will know
This is her burden..... her burden to carry until the end of time

i acutally wrote this on my myspace journal but the wording was a bit different and i'm not sucicidal i just dont write happy poems never can, doesnt mean i've tried i have i just can't so yeah well hope you enjoyed it! ^^